Today, all i wanted to do was to grab a tub of ice-cream, lock my room and stuff myself. damnit la, it was a terrible terrible day. i should have just listened to my mum and pon today. the spoilt brat in me surfaced, and i think i irritated a few people cos i was so insensitive, and annonying and the weather just pissed me off. i irritated myself. i couldn't even stand myself.
stupid stress i'm facing. i didn't even face this kind of stress before promos. and once promos end, i'm hit with this kind of undescriable(however u spell it) stress. truthly, i'm not particularly stressed about my results, it's jusst this well, s/t/r/e/s/s.
All i wanted was to meet poh and berd at church, but no.
i came home, tried to sleep, but i couldn't. kept thinking of alot of things. during dinner, i was so zonked out, i spilled a glass of water on my mother, left the rice unclosed, tried cutting a piece of chicken which sent like two tablespoon of rice flying out from my plate, and i dropped my jelly. what's wrong with me?!
i told my mum i'm sad, but i don't know why. She said i'm mourning for my results. AH.
hopefully, me blogging about yesterday will make me feel better.
decided to meet up with crazyguy since we talked on the phone after a loongg while. but we decided to call nat & abbi since we didn't meet since my birthday. it was the most last minute meetup, and i felt really happy. Cause, usually we would be planning to meet up for weeks and weeks before, but we decided to meet up on the day itself. hahah. i'm glad i still have them(:
so nicholas was craving for buffet( WHO IN THE WORLD CRAVES FOR BUFFET, as quoted from poh). so it was a tie btw sakae and seoul garden, i wanted seoul garden, coss technically, it's less carbo, and a whole lot less fattening. But, in the end, we decided on sakae. it was great meeting up with them again, and nicholas still owes me 3DONUTS. that guy betted with me that i'll confirmed be the latest to meet, but i was the loser who reached there 20minutes earlier, but he ps me. &didnt buy me my donuts.
(of you guys are reading this: EXERCISE THIS SAT???)
we tried looking for nicholas's bowtie, cause he needs it for a wedding where he'll be opening the door for the bride. (WHO WEARS BOWTIES NOW?) hahah.
met up with poh&berd cause we wanted to cook(: i liked Berd's title on her lj. we had so much fun slaughtering that cow. and after marinating and everything, we went "OH SHUTS, WE FORGOT TO WASH THE MEAT). so,we had to rinse off all the seasoning from the meat and start over. Berd and i started to camwhore in the kitchen with Poh's mac. Dinner was cool(: we
sat in front of the teevee and watched Moulin Rouge(my first's). it was hilarious, cos i just kept trying to read off the chinese subtitles and sing with the super glam Nicole Kidman, and ended up constantly getting pinched by Poh. (i think she's jealous, cos i did quite a pretty good job though it was like my first time hearing all the songs)
the night ended quite abruptly, cos my mum called and said that my curfew on a weekday was at 1030pm, and i had to get home before she did or else my dad would be unhappy. i reached bedok interchange only to find that all my 4 possible buses had arrived at the same time and i couldn't catch any of them. so i started running after one of them butt he next busstop was so freaking far away. wanted to grab a cab, cos i was so worried i would be later than them, but no cab. so i randomly took one bus, hoping it would bring me home. and it did, only that i had to change to another bus. so i called nat and asked her to help me by telling my mum that she was hungry and she wanted food so my mum had to go and buy food for her. i reached home a good 10minutes before them (: what an adventure.
come what may,
come what may.
i will love you until my dying day.
(in super high pitch voices)
still feeling bad, blogging didn't help. gonna bathe (hopefully it'll get rid of all the eviilness in me), and go for a facial mask. i'm not going to school tomorrow. what a sucker, sylvianne.
